My NikKi

im so bored ryte now. lots of my frens went to matriculation. living me damn bored here. moving in here made me fall into the world of boredom even more. i dun know many ppl from here. no car at home. few frens. i rili want to go to ma old hometown! pls pls pls. cant wait 4 mara scholarship result. if i dun get it, then within about a week, i'll go to um. yippeE! many frens there, if they dun get their mara scholarship. if yes, then ill b left alone. sob2. anyway. cant wait to start studying. evendo when ive started, mayb the pressure will b there. to me, its better than being bored at home. i want to go out! pls! sum1~! help me!!!

am i having it? for a few days i cant rili sleep. one day, at 6 am, i still cant sleep. so i tried harder n i slept. but it was lyk, im asleep bt my mind isnt. keep waking up a few times. then da next day i was so hepi coz i was asleep at 4 am. yeay! then da next day it was mayb at 5 am. yesterday i slept at about 4 sumtink after being forced by my 'husband'. then i woke up at 7 sumtink coz my dad called. den slept again n woke up at 8 sumtink coz my dad called AGAIN. then after a few mins i slept again n woke up at about 12 sumtink. i tink my mind wanted to sleep late. mayb it got confused when is nite tym. its all my fault! haiyo. juz pray dat i'll sleep early tonite~ pls pls pls.

tasnim asked me to go to da bookfest wit her, tinking dat i would b a BIG bookfest n there will b lots of cheap bookS~ unfortunately, it was only MPH bookfest. n the books dat i wanted to buy only have 15% off~ but im too interested so i bought 3 novels which are : man and boy by tony parsons, alchemist by paulo or sumtink haha and the lost choice by who? . ahaha. there are all new authors dat i wanted to try. i quite believe dat i wudnt finish reading it at home, so i guess ill read it when i pursue my studies. then we walked to sp plaza. feel lyk in uk haha. but the difference is dat its HOT~ then i bought 1 t shirt and a blouse or wutever it is called. then me n sumayyah walked to da ZF top n bought a clothes again but costed me 40 bugs~ pergh~ then walked again to another shop. i bought a skirt! ( one step utk jd ayu heeee). then i went to another shop. bought 2 t shirts~ fuh~ almost all of my pennies r gone. rewind~ at the sp plza, i found a shop dat actually sells perfumes but non alcohol. but there are all those brands, chanel, dkny n yada2. i'm curious so i sorta interviewed da salesgirl. she said dat there r imported from europe n they asked da company to make it alcohol free. i was lyk, WOW! haha. but didnt buy it do. i arrived home at about 7 pm. spent tym wit my parents n my lil bro. n slept on da couch in front of da tv.haha. thanks to my umi for waking me up 40 mins later. dats all!~ dun rili know y im writing dis but im luvin it~ haha.

1. claim adiah yol tgh snyom nmpk gigi on my wedding day
2. carikan calon wife utk anep , has to b a doc
3. bcome a neurologist
4. ble nk fly, bukak bottle yg anep kasi
5. jadi pengapit izan ble die kawen
 dats all dulu. cant rili remember. hehee

i need to reset ma lyf! yeay! lets start from tomowo~ first! get up in da morning. stretch! have a drink n then go out from da house! (oops tak mandi dlu ke haha!) then ble balek. mandi2. then? hahaha. ok then try ur best to sketch! learn btol2! ganbatte fana! while hearing to ryo's voice u sure can do well! yeay! luv ryo! ok then? hm. then later. wanna learn da dance steps. jap. need to choose from wut song. hehe. i guess i'll search tomowo. as long as i can master from one song! hehe. then. ptg tu. swim swim swim! yeay. dat nyte? hm. wutto do? read a book! yeahs! a novel! until ur sleepy! then u can kroohh! hehe. u can chat too ;)

i went to spore on da 19th of april. after the mara interview. dun wanna talk about d interview do. anyway at spore, i stayed at ang mo kia, jaja's atok's house. on the 7th floor i guess. hehe. i went to the rili2 beau sentosa island. went to vivo city. orchard road. botanical garden. evendo kinda hurt my legs, its worth it. i really enjoyed it. thanks to cika aya, jaja's auntie 4 'belanja'ing us. so now i know der, we need a lot of money to survive. but u wont get lost i tot. there so many buses n mrt. n there's map. so its ok if u need to walk alone in spore. i learned about car's number plate. the red one can only b driven on nites n during the weekend. jaja told me wrongly at first.ahaha. going to other country make me want to know many tinks. so i asked jaja many Qs but she said she didnt even bother. haha. i guess if a foreigner ask me lots of tinks bout msia, i cant b a good tourist guide. ahaha. anyway. today, i started to tink about wut will i dun want to 4get when im old. ders lot of tinks of course, frens, family, n so on. i tink dat certain tinks we would b tinkin not on da same tym. sum tinks will pop out in our mind when we do sum tinks. n when we meet certain ppl. i cant wait 4 dat tym. its so good talking wit ppl about the past. im so want to luv ma life. i lyk watching dramas, make me tink bout lyf even more~ yippe! aaaahhhhh i so wanna read wut i wrote when im 55. ahaha. ok ok. today. wut did i do? finished watching stand up! started my boss my hero. really good so far. sang the song cherish by NewS a few times. hehe. tried sketching a bit. its hard to concentrate while watching drama. so need to set tym. haaaa and i read yamaP's n ryo's nikkiS~ yeay. hope they would read mine too. haha~! pls gimme more fire to live my life to the fulllllllllllllllleST~ wanna meet ryo nishikido. yeay yeay yeay! pergh.. as if! anyway. wut will i be doing tomowo? hmm.. tinking of sketching even more~ but i'll need to finish da my boss my hero drama first~haiyo!~ work hard fana! go go! learn bit by bit! have more patience! luv urself n otherS! hah! matrix is coming! noooooo haha! but im looking 4ward to get 4.00 4 both sems! IF i dun get da mara scholarship. yeay i luv i luv! wutta? ahaha. ok lets finish da my boss my hero tingy first! yeay!

after endless chat wit jaja bout our future. haha. we luv arts.we luv dances.we luv languages. but wut r we takin? medicine? we're going to b a neurologist? we never have any chances to actually go deeper wit other fields. i mean we luv other languages. but wer can we learn it? in mrsm there's none other than english n malay. join the classes? ka ching ka ching! so we end up learning from d internet n by watching dramas. so at least we know how to greet a bit in japan n a bit in korea. so arts. ive decided to learn how to paint (haa??) after the mara interview. hehe. need to focus. then bout the dances. there's dis line dance classes at the club near my house. ive decided to join it but still, after d interview. hehe. i rili hope i can use all my tym left b4 i pursue my studies in medic. ok ok. my point is. i went to dis website. i dunno how. i searched 4 blog i guess. then there's dis article bout mirror neurons(in my recent post), emotion contagion. so d article made me stay reading! which means.. im interested in it! hehe.. so my confidence 4 dis neurology thing is growing from sec to sec! nyummy! hehe. i rili hope dat my choice is 4 real! dun want any regrets afterwards. luvin it! oops.. i need to do an essay 4 da mara interview.. dun have da mood! 

so yesterday i read bout dis.. its actually a feedback to dis 'Angry/negative people can be bad for your brain'. so there's mirror neuron (in our brain i guess). it actually mirror tinks dat it see.. regardless its bad or gud 4 urself.. dats mean dat we dun rili realise it .. ( i guess again) haha.. so.. b4 u get nearer to negative ppl, u're advised to mindset first. n actually monkeys also have dis kind of neurons. ahaha. plus, i actually quite agree wit dis 'dis neurons keep us as a species'. is it? hmm.

Uchi-ryo-baru

i'm so obsessed wit ryo ryte now. thanks to jaja. blame her blame her! 24/7 of ryo-ing (others connected to him r included such as uchi ,newS n k8). dunno until when i'll bcome lyk dis. my mara interview will b on da 17th of april. i dunno y but im rili sad coz uchi's not by ryo's side. he dun even know me helo? am i livin in another side of da world? or am i juz concerned? anyway, i rili hope dat evendo uchi's not performing, he still can meet ryo. wutever it is i luv ryo nishikido! oh btw, wish me luck 4 ma interview. hehe.